[{"data":1,"prerenderedAt":263},["ShallowReactive",2],{"post-\u002Fblog\u002Ffrog-charcoal":3,"blog-all":110},{"id":4,"title":5,"body":6,"cover":22,"date":95,"description":12,"draft":96,"extension":97,"kicker":98,"kind":99,"meta":100,"navigation":101,"path":102,"seo":103,"stem":104,"summary":105,"tags":106,"__hash__":109},"blog\u002Fblog\u002Ffrog-charcoal.md","炭筆沒有輪廓線",{"type":7,"value":8,"toc":88},"minimark",[9,13,16,24,28,31,34,37,40,44,47,54,57,61,67,70,73,76,79,82],[10,11,12],"p",{},"「好想學畫畫」這個念頭，斷斷續續在我腦袋裡冒出來十五年。每次拿起筆畫一陣子就棄坑，\n下一次再冒出來的時候，又是從頭開始。真正比較認真是最近一兩年的事。",[10,14,15],{},"會認真起來，一半是因為陪我媽去學畫。她退休後想找點事做，我想著在這邊儲蓄一些陰德值，\n或許能換取一些不用常回家的機會。就這樣陪著上素描課，換過三四個老師，有時候同時跟不同的畫師學。",[10,17,18],{},[19,20],"img",{"alt":21,"src":22,"title":23},"炭筆素描的青蛙與睡蓮，左邊是參考照片，右邊散著炭筆與紙筆","\u002Fimages\u002Fblog\u002Ffrog-charcoal\u002Fcover.webp","桌上的進行式 · 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影片、對太空有一些想像。",[10,240,241],{},"在知道火星有火衛一和火衛二之後，我就會想：如果站在火星上，他們會有月亮嗎？看得到月亮的話，會是什麼樣的感覺？",[10,243,244],{},"在地球上看月亮的時候，心情常常會投射在上面——想家的心，或是一些思念的情感。那如果是在火星上，那樣的投射，又會投射在哪裡呢？",[10,246,247],{},"所以就稍微試著寫了一下，第一次嘗試做一個很簡短的創作。我並不是習慣用文字表達自己的人，那不是我的技能，但這似乎也蠻有趣的，就做了一個小小的嘗試——沒想到，就以此繼續往下延展了。",{"title":89,"searchDepth":90,"depth":90,"links":249},[250],{"id":232,"depth":90,"text":232},null,"2026-07-01","一開始 · 短篇","note",{},"\u002Fblog\u002Fbeginning",{"title":172,"description":89},"blog\u002Fbeginning","火星曆 144 年，塵暴結束的那個夜裡，你決定把這片夜空的封包，寄給那位不會再相遇的地球女孩。",[261],"短篇","xpU8ZZQPEQy_FD_V6Ce0-sC6idxa0wHWaFwyOVgNdTg",1785179996720]